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-- Saturday, September 27, 2008 ; 9:33 PM ♥♥

26 september 2008
my cravings for pastamania!!
and bubble tea ^,^

today went bukit batok westmall to meet priscilla for dinner.
i dont know why, suddenly have the urge to eat pasta.
so cabbed down to west mall
just to have my PASTA.
zzzzz.

hahas.

but this time, im not eating my all-time fav - chicken sausage
weird right?
i ordered creamy chicken and also the new tomato stingray
the stingray tasted like sardines. =X
but i still eat alot. =)
i like it when i had cravings for FOOD.
cause i seldom feel like eating.
i often had problems thinking what to eat everytime.

no appetite

so whenever i had a craving, no matter what, i must eat!!
LOLS.
after pastamania, went to buy BUBBLE TEA again.
had my honeydew milkshake. ^^
its HONEYDEW again.
soon, my parents came fetch me home cause dad's shop is at batok.
took some pics on the way to find my parents.

HOME SWEET HOME =)

blurred always wid no flash =(
at bukit batok

tt's how life is =D

-- Friday, September 26, 2008 ; 6:01 PM ♥♥

25 september 2008

eat.shop.sing

@ bugis SOUP SPOON
couldnt finish =X

went to meet priscilla at bugis AGAIN. LOLs.

we went as usual to the TEA SHAKE HUT for my honeydew snowshake. ^,^

peter came down awhile to get his SPECS from me. =(

trying to be decent.

then, we headed to bugis village and in search for my stuffs.

wanted to buy some handphone's decorations and crystals to design my phone.

and also a new top for myself too.

after shopping, we went back to bugis junction to meet pris's mummy for dinner

.she wanted to eat the SOUP SPOON.

LOLS.

my first time eating there.

tried the clam chowder and the mushroom soup.

hmm. i can say it was YUMMY~~ ^^

at first, i thought soup wont be full, but in the end i was WRONG.!!

hahas.

it was so fulfilling that we couldnt finish what we ordered.after dinner,

we went to walk a lil more in bugis junction and headed back home separately.

at night, went kbox-in with kevin.

hahas. it was so damn long ago since he last ktv-ed.

i think got about 9months plus ler bahs.

tt's how life is =D

-- Thursday, September 25, 2008 ; 4:12 AM ♥♥

rashes invading!

skin rotting!

itching like hell!

haix my poor skin. argh~~

sad =(

my whole body is itching me like hell~ omg. see doctors but the medicine they gave me doesnt ease my itchiness. -,-" sleeping was the hardest thing now for me. haix. i want a good good rest!!! hahas. life recently still the same. nothing much happened, everything was fine. but im feeling so bored. hmm, hoping i can give birth soon and start working and get busy busy. REAL BUSY. somehow i couldnt stand my life doing nothing everyday. too sianz. im lazy but i cannot be a slacker. LOLS. luckily recently been going my dad shop to help out if not, staying at home will make me crazy. 0,o

sunday get to meet up with jowell. so long never get to meet her ler. long-lost friend. she didnt change much too ya. hahas. happy for her that she's getting ROM soon with her bf on december this year. glad that she had found a nice guy. hmm too bad was i couldnt be able to attend cause its so near my due date. haix..went to meet her at bishan after finish work at dad's shop that day. went yoshinoya for dinner and headed to party world for ktv. i didnt know bishan got party world. =X didnt really sing much cause most of the time we were talking. well, alot of memories does flow back into my mind. especially, party world ktv makes me recalled that we (jowell,peter,kevin and me) used to go orchard there to sing last time. although it was 5yrs ago things ler, but so much memories still remains. hahas. those days was really fun. now looking back, i do miss those days. ^,^ seeing us now, everyone seems to have changed and grown up. only peter not so much. hahas. we sing till 10plus then headed back to junction 8's MAC to chill a lil while more and she went home. after that i meet kevin at my house nearby for supper. suprisingly, peter sms me asked me for a chat. hahas. so we called him tsk him come down to join us. haix, as expected he must be having some problems if not he wont find me to chat. stupid thing he came down but didnt get to talk with me and kevin and went back home. 0,o hahas. cause he was BUSY talking on his phone. haix, BGR problems again. -,-"

23 sept 2008

appointment @ KK Hospital

baby's growing well although consider underweight

^,^

went for my appt for check up. didnt get to go last month so this time go back, had to go scan again. but luckily, everything's fine. hehe.. god blessed. doctor say my baby is growing well although it weighs a lil too light. suggested that i should eat more to gain more weight. hmm, really trying hard to do that cause i dont know why i got no appetite to eat always. =(
usually pregnant women should have cravings and should be eating alot and feeling hungry more often. but i wont. haix. everytime think about eating what makes me headache,dont feel like eating anything. i wished i can have cravings!!!!!! but my this baby doesnt seems to like anything. sometimes think about food makes me digust. haix. whats wrong man~ ???? doctor tried to prescribed vitamins for me but it makes me vomit. ZzzZzz. maybe my child doesnt like food? OMG~ hahas. hopefully not.

i want a better sleep and a better appetite please!!!!!!!!!!

tt's how life is =D

-- Friday, September 19, 2008 ; 2:06 AM ♥♥

BUSY BUSY BUSY

Been helping out in dad's shop for the last one week

Although sometimes also birding there but still better than staying at home

it was tiring but my day had become more filled up. =) actually preferred myself to feel tired so i can sleep better. recently was so hard to sleep. easily awaken and also keep going to toilet during the night.and worse is rashes invading me! =( doctor say it may be because of pregnancy. haix my whole body was full of rashes. itching me like hell~ hurhur, my poor skin... really wish after birth everything can be back to normal. hahas.now im so lack of sleep..reaching the third trimester of prenancy, suddenly i can feel and see that my tummy growing bigger and faster much more than ever!! its like bloating up. not kidding~ i find like as if my tummy is going to explode. =X now tummy getting bigger, i start to realise my stabilty is getting lower! hahas. sometimes i feel like im an old woman walking. swaying left and right just like every pregnant woman.

my child moving and kicking!!

feeling the movement was the most amazing thing. although sometimes it makes me feel very uncomfortable but it just makes me smile. people say i should start teaching my child.example talking to her, giving her listening to music, all sorts. yeah~ maybe i should try. its also a way of communicating with her. hee~ 2mths 2 weeks more to my delivery due date. 6 dec. as im approaching it, started to feel excited and also abit scared hahas. cause you wont know how exactly its like giving birth until you experienced it yourself. i think i will choose normal delivery than caesaran cause i think if i do caesaran, i wont be able to feel how my child come out from my body~ hahas. yah, but it will be more painful. hopefully im able to endure the pain. =) hmm. shall just end here, tomorrow still got to go help dad to work early morning.

tt's how life is =D

-- Saturday, September 13, 2008 ; 5:24 PM ♥♥

am i blogging a lil too sad? hahas.

it wasnt really meant to be that so. =(

one whole week stayed at home.

no idea where to go.

doesnt feel like going out either.

actually i like the feeling at home. it makes me relax and calm. i love my family too. i had one great mum and one great dad. =) they worked hard for us. i knew they loved us. hahas. no matter what wrong we did, they will still be the ones that stand by us, till the end. having them in my life is the best thing that i ever had which money cant buy. although they dont talk to us much, but i knew that, that doesnt mean they never care. they just didnt express it out in words. but their actions can be well-seen by me. although they cant be the ones who will come and sit down beside me while i was crying and asking me what happened, but i knew they wished to do that only that they dont know how to approach us. i do believe every parents loved their child. only they show it in different ways. we shouldnt be grumbling neither should we compare them.

they are heaven's gift. ^,^

soon, i will become someone's mum. i may not be the best mum to give her all the best things, but i do wish i could. perhaps every mum thinks the same ways. now and then, everytime i felt her moves, i sense her beings and i feels that she can sense me too. haha. life is amazing~

there is lots of stress, lots of people commenting on me.

but it doesnt matter!

cause i knew whats more important.

tt's how life is =D

-- Tuesday, September 9, 2008 ; 7:08 PM ♥♥

it had been raining recently.

i had been going Bugis quite alot recently.

LOL.

went to the National library @ bugis wid Pris on 2nd sept. before that, we went to find my tea shake~and had our dinner there. yeah! and then, we headed to the library, same again, we take pics in the toilet. hahas. was trying to find storybooks to read, so Pris brought me to the fiction section. was searching for a long time,but still i couldnt find any that suits me. -.-" and i realised im more suitable in the non-fiction section. well, but luckily in the end, i still managed to borrow 2 books =) after that, we went to chill at TCC in Bugis Junction till about 11pm and went hm.

on 5 sept 08, went Bugis again~ this time, we went chilling and eating. hahas. went V8 cafe for dinner. yum yum~ and went to Tea Shake Hut for my tea shake. =) love it so much~ supposely wanted to go to the library but by the time we slacked finish, it was over 9pm..

library closed -,-"

so we went walk walk around. and then went to orchard cineleisure kbox. peter called me last minute and he joined us after his work. its been so long since i last went ktv with him. dont mention about at ktv pub. still remember the past, we always go party-world. he went off at 2am cause her gf nagged at him. LOLs. so left me and Pris. we stayed till 4am plus and decided to go home. yawnz so sleepy~

the next day, never imagine that i get to go Bugis again. hahas. although this time just went there for dinner and went off.

i had went Bugis 3 times a week! 0,o

tt's how life is =D

-- Friday, September 5, 2008 ; 2:44 AM ♥♥

don judge a thing by its surface.

in life, alot of things you may thinks that you know.

are you sure?

what you have known, is it really the truth?

you wont know.

i am not perfect, i am not saint.

i dont need to let everyone

knows how a person am i.

and so, it doesnt matters to me

how others will think of me.

i am not someone who will go around telling people

how good i was, how badly i was treated.

and i hardly will explain to people about the things i do.

i may be laughing happily,

but that doesnt mean i had never cry badly.

its just that you dont know about it only.

just like when you know this person lives happily for that 1 day,

you cannot say he was happily living his life,

as you doesnt know how his life was like for the other days,

may be he had lived bitterly for his past 364 days?

everyone is the same.

or i can say, mostly are.

i may not share the same frequency with most people,

but that doesnt means i am wrong.

i may be the odd one out, i may be the uncommon ones,

but that also doesnt means that i am not good.

you can dislike me, but you cant conclude me.

because you DONT KNOW me.

tt's how life is =D