yeah` woke up at 12pm today. slept late last night. LOL. prepared myself and headed to KK Hospital for my appointment around 2plus. cabbed over with mummy. well, i do like to go for appointment in the afternoon than in the morning, firstly because usually afternoon have fewer people so lesser waiting time and also secondly, i dont need to wake up very early. =P. but today, was not very lucky. reach there earlier than appointment time but my gynae- Dr Arthur Tseng was OUT FOR DELIVERY !!! luckily, he didnt went for very long. =) . hmm.. i only gained 0.5kg during the past 2 weeks. Dr. Tseng thinks its not a very good improvement and eventually asked me, "did you eat?". LOL. =/ . i know i should eat MORE~ but i just got no appetite. ZZZ. the test result for my liver was normal and also my GBS screening was fine too. doesnt have this Group B streptococcus bacteria in me as well. phew~ so relieved! baby ger is doing fine too. got to hear her heartbeat today again. ^^. will be able to have ultrascan again 2weeks later which is on my next appointment. so happy about it cause i can get to see my baby ger in the screen again! haha. also will be doing my first CTG too. cause by that time, i will be in my 37weeks already! oh my, time seems so fast for now. starting to feel more and more anxious. =X . but recently, i realised i had been more and more clumsy as my tummy getting more and more BIG. Dr. Tseng told me as baby's head already went down, so the pressure got heavier, its normal that i will start to feel pain and discomforts in my lower body. =( . ya, im having pain in my pelvic bone area <--[ long ago ] everytime i move myself, even if its only a lil'bit of movement. dont even mention about when i was walking. -,-" . well, just simplified - everything i do just so clumsy, difficult and pain. LOL. after my appointment, didnt go for my steamboat, but went to dad's shop with mum at batok. although i didnt get to eat my steamboat today but i got to eat the korean spicy chicken hotplate with rice and the sugarcane juice! ^^. yeah, its as good as well. haha.
** btw, daddy's birthday coming soon too~~~~ =)
i am blogging early today ^^ . lols. yesterday fall asleep around 8pm plus, and i missed my dinner, was so hungry in the middle of the night but i got NOTHING to eat. =( . making myself to sleep with an empty stomach is not good. haixxx. in the end i woke up at 5am plus and get myself a cup of warm milk to ease the hungry-ness. cause im really to0o0o hungry~ <-- [ cannot tahan! ] wanted to sleep back but CANT fall back to sleep liaox. so came in to blog. ^^ . hmm~ the morning freshness is great! feels refreshing~ but somehow there's nothing i can do. was walking around the house like a wandering soul just now. =X . was reading yesterday's newspaper and saw this tragic news: an accident in PIE that causes a 19yr old girl's death. she died on the spot tragically. and she was on a bike. =( . the pillion is always the one who gets more serious IMPACT than the rider. somehow i think it was because their speed that causes her instant death. well, i do dislikes irresponsible rider who likes to SPEED. and especially if you have a pillion, you better dont SPEED. hmm. life seems so fragile. =/ .
hmm...my stomach is still growling~ but wondering what to eat. sianxx~ -.-". im always having problems of thinking what to eat. how i wished my mum can cook daily, so i will just eat whatever she cooked and no need to squeeze my mind thinking about WHAT to EAT everyday. <--[ dreaming~]. well, these few days i have been keep thinking of eating the steamboat! haha. cravings all over for it! i think i got in love with it. =P . was planning to eat it again this coming thursday after my appointment @ KK hospital. hopefully i can have it fulfilled ^^.
after yesterday's long trip out at Bugis, today i felt so tired. wake up quite late, around 2pm plus, but was lazing in my bed half-conscious-ly and till i am full-conscious was at 5pm plus! actually, i think it was not fully because of the trip that causes me to be so tired today, i was awaken quite alot of times during the night due to the noises my 2 brothers was making when they were talking n playing their ONLINE games OUT LOUD yesterday! -.-" and also as usual my toilet-urge every night.today dad came back home from work around 5pm plus, but didnt buy any food back. =( . mum went for her mahjong session with her friends so no home-cooked food or eating-out also. as i doesnt have the feeling of going down getting food to eat. i ORDERED MAC! zzz. doesnt feel like eating it thou, but no choice i was so0o0o hungry but lazy to go anywhere else. help dad order his FILET-O-FISH and my youngest brother's McSPICY meals too. luckily the delivery time wasnt very LONG. just 45minutes. and now i am having my FILET burger and fries =). haha. btw, i dont know WHY everytime i order MAC, the drinks delivered to us are always leaking into the plastic bags. -.-" are all their cups got holes in them?? LOL. really wondering~
there were a period of about two and a half years i was staying OUT of home. staying independently outside without parents or family really makes people grows up faster. i must admit these 2years plus makes me understand alot of things and especially towards my parents. i may not be yet very matured but i knew i had become a more understanding person. really! i do felt so. =) in the past when i was staying at home. i am just like a SPOILT kid, even my uncle likes to call me 吴千金 [like a princess] cause i dont really do anything at home. i will ASK people to help me instead. everything i headed MUM for help. although when i was in my teenage - during sec school days - i will help my mum in some housework and cook meals for my brothers, but as i graduated from sec school and step out to work, i no longer helps out but TURN worse.! i dont wash my own bowls anymore, i leave there and i knew my mum will wash it. as thou, she's a maid. i was so that bad =X . i dont help in any housework and anything i want, i just goes after mummy or daddy for help. looking back i was really like a princess. except working, i practically did NOTHING at all for the family. till i went out from home, not staying with my family, i knew how hard it was to earn a living. especially for a person with low education.[who ask me so stupid last time likes to play and never study larhs!?!?]. getting a 1k plus pay was consider NOT REALLY ENOUGH for me to even support myself~ =( , that was then i can imagine how hard my dad had to work to support the whole family of 5???? and which my youngest brother having illness which causes more expenses for his medication as his illness are currently cannot be cure? he was born a diabetes due to lack of an organ which helps our body to digest away the glucose. and so he needs to inject insulin and do blood test EVERY SINGLE DAY till there is a CURE to it. i really felt how great my dad is! although he doesnt express his love to us or his care and concern by asking us verbally, but to me, his hardworking for the family is way ENOUGH to prove that he do LOVED us. leaving home, every thing had to DIY. even if i am facing a problem, no one can be there for me. i cant go "MA, PA" like i used to, and i had to handle it myself. =( . frankly, at first i really cant take it. but then, i tell myself i must be strong and learn to change and improve~ if not i will never grow and learn! alot of things that i never do before, i made myself to learn to do. this is always why i like to say about myself that, i can only learn in the HARD WAY. truly i am like this. i believe that people only will learn when they taste it themselves. verbally only = understands but NOT truly knows. just like i wont know how HARD and TOUGH pregnancy is really like till i was PREGNANT myself. or how GREAT a mum is until i am a MUM myself. =) .my route had been tough, it really wasnt easy for me to actually walk to this stage. lots of obstacles and step-backs i had faced. lots of 'first-time' that i had experienced. lots of fears and despairs that i had FORCE myself to overcome. i aint BORN strong, like ive said. i had LEARNT them thru' life on the tough way. i had never regretted my life was like this as i know, if i never had taste the bitterness in life, i wont know how does SWEET taste like. and i am really satisfied for ALL that i HAD in my life till now. nothing is perfect, but it can be PERFECT if you just feel that it is!! to me, NOW i had a perfect mum and dad, i had perfect friends around me, i had a perfect place that i am living in and in future a perfect daughter of mine =) and maybe a perfect partner in life. and thats simply PERFECT isnt it! ^,^
but IF you thinks that i am a kind soul, nahs! you are wronged. XXXXX. i aint a saint, im understanding but there are still PEOPLE that i wished that can be DISAPPEARED off in this WORLD! although to many people who knows me, for me to hate a person, its like a one-in-a-million kind of case that will happen, but i do have someone that i seriously HATE and because i really CANT STAND that KIND of people!!! its so0o0o0o HATEFUL to me that i can wished the someone OFF DEAD!. this is how much HATE i can have! so beware~ =X
prissie n the tired me
pris , me , eileen
**was chatting with the taxi driver on my way home, LOL. i feel i am so LAG. didnt even know the NEW expressway KPE had started. =X . but i get to pass by it. somehow maybe its new, no much traffic along the way in KPE. so empty, feels so weird. haha~ and that ends my day! ^^
recently, been focusing on my BLOG. been changing and editing the template for thousands of time! i think somehow, i am just too bored. LOL. which makes me almost went crazy these few days.
yipee! just did a blogskin for Pris. felt so satisfied cause that blogskin is done by ME!! originated by myself okays~ =) even the image its also my design. its a one-n-only blogskin! hope she will like it barhs. well been spending my day on the blogskin, but somehow it makes my time passes real fast! hahas. today i feel so great!! at least i am not doing nothing at all~
baby is as usual moving madly around inside my tummy! somehow i realised she moves MORE at night. perhaps she will be like me - a night-stalker next time. [i know which is not VERY GOOD larhs] =X . having quite severe heartburn recently. makes my chest sometimes so PAIN! dont know why these few days got feeling of VOMITING again! zzz. hopefully is due to indigestion barhs. i dont want to vomit anymore~ hmm.. appetite is getting worse, haix. im not happy about it. =( . can anyone give me some SOLUTION??? i dont want to eat so less, cause my baby needs nutrients now!
**wondering should i go out to have dinner?
these are what i had been doing for these 3 days.
im moodless.motionless.
im lazy to answer call.reply sms.
im lazy to blog.to msn.to play online games.
im just feel like doing nothing.
i think i am kinda going nuts ~
help me!!!! =((
i am so hungry now!!!
=(
just like no mood like that. haix. was hoping that i can deliver soon and start work. BUT, when i get really busy and tired next time when my child is born, i think i may missed back the relax time i am having now bahs?? LOL. yup, just so contradicting~ which concludes that human never satisfy~ =X
zzz. i am farking restless these few days. dont know why, just lazy~ even blog also no mood.
its been raining quite recently, for me, i somehow like it cause it cools the HOT weather. haha. as i didnt really go out oftens, so raining doesnt really AFFECTS me. ^^
went to meet Pris yesterday at Tiong Bahru there, she need to go repair her camera, so i accompany her over. we went to find the Olympus Service Centre which is located somewhere near there. supposely we were to take bus, but in the end we decided to WALK over. LOL. anyway it wasnt very far. maybe a 20mins walk? after there, we cabbed down to Bugis, as i need to collect my CUSTOM NAILS. we had our dinner first at LAI LAI BEEF NOODLES. its my first time eating it, Pris recommended. well, NOT BAD afterall, only i find it a lil' salty which makes me keep drinking water. haha. went o Bugis Junction's Shugar to collect my nails, and we head back down to Crystal Jade HK Cafe for MANGO PUDDING!!!! yum yum, i simply LOVE it so0o0 much! delicious.~
after our desserts, we went back to Bugis Junction to walk awhile, was buying some bread and cheesecake at Breadtalk when Pris REALISED she left something at the HK Cafe!! luckily, it was before we go off from Bugis, if not, haixxxx.... haha. so we walk back to take.
we have been crossing that road for many times that day.!!
the custom nails tt i made
and that ends my day, i took bus home. dont know why so sleepy that day. keep feeling like dozing off in the bus. LOL. =P
after a day ^^
wake up early at 9am today, didnt really had enough sleep cause i think i fall asleep around 4am plus 5am before that eventhough i was already on bed around 3am. baby's kicking is somehow making me sleepless and also the TOILET URGE wakes me up every 1 or 2hours interval too. went for my appointment at 11am in KK Hosp. was actually amazed by the amount of weight i had gain since pregnant!!! i am weighing 51.3kg now. before pregnant im always 40kg, never increase before. but now a total of 11.3kg!! what really suprised me is that i dont actually EAT MUCH~ and neither did i took any tonics, no bird nest [ cause im allergic to it! my face will swollen and i will vomit if i eat bird nest. =( ] , simply eating less than 2meals a day. and yet i can gain THAT MUCH weight. but i drink ALOT of fluid everyday. plain water, carbonated drinks [which is not very good larhs], even when sleep i also will NEED to drink water cause i felt thirsty very easily during pregnancy. maybe that is the cause. anyway, whatever it is, at least its a good thing bahs. =) heard baby's heartbeat today, its normal. ^^ and also Dr Arthur Tseng told me that my baby's head had went down lerhs. so now she is pressing hard on my bladder.no wonder my bones below felt so pain recently everytime i move. haha. and also my EDD changed to 2nd dec instead of 6th dec. 4days earlier, but also must see if she want to come out yah~ cause i wish to have a normal natural delivery. =) haha. one not-so-good thing is due to my skin problems, Dr A.Tseng suggest that i do a BLOOD TEST to test my liver to see if its okay. cause he was afraid that it may be because of the LIVER PROBLEMS that i am having the skin problems and not due to PREGNANCY!!!!!!! [ quite worried cause my mum had Hep B, she also had skin problems during pregnancy, and it was when she had me then the doctors find out that she had Hep B and so ever since i was born i had to go back every year to KK for check-up and follow-up till i was 13 as i had quite severe jaundice and also they suspect me of having Hep B. even now, my skin is more yellowish than others. =( ] my next appt will be on 30 oct, just 2 weeks later. however, Dr A.Tseng told me if the test report tested something not good, they will call me and asked me go back for immediate check-up. hmm. please DONT CALL!!
after check-up, supposely want to go Bugis collect my custom nails but didnt cause mum had to go back Dad's shop to help him out. so i went with her to Bukit Batok but i didnt go to the shop, i went to meet Pris at Westmall. went Sakae Sushi AGAIN!!! x2 lols. was craving for salmon, dont know why. we had the buffet so we took our time eating slowly. yah, and so we spent 2hours there! after that we went Shop n Save to buy Pris's stuffs and went to see some
haha. was so happy! soon it was 8pm plus, i headed over to my dad's shop and that ends my day for today~ somehow i think i had OVERSPENT alot this month. should start saving lerhs. i mean REALLY NEED to do so. haixx. must make myself to cut down my expenses as afterall im not working now lerhs. so i really really must STOP my self!
=P
p/s: things aint cheap nowadays, the blood test costs $70!! and my total fee today was $160! =(
its all about MONEY MONEY MONEY!!! -,-"
we will chatting over pregnancy and LABOUR!!. LOLs. its been quite some time since i last meet up with her cause she is so0o0o busy, especially after her lil' miss janelle babygirl was born! hope to meet up with her soon, better if it can be before my delivery~ =) cant imagine her girl is already 5mths old lerx. time really flies~ i still remember i was still having my 'vomiting' symptoms when i visited her at KK during MAY. and now im one month plus more to my EDD. she was suggesting me to take epidural during labour, it will makes labour alot less painful and so i wont be too shag or nuts over those contraction pains. hmmmmm...... somehow i am more SCARED of needles i think for now! =X i just had phobia seeing needles that are going to poke into me. not really scared of the pain.thats the reason i maybe dont intend to take any epidural. 0.0 lol. sounds like as if i am able to endure the pain like that. =X but who knows how pain is the pain afterall? you just wont know UNTIL the moments come. haixxx... at first wasnt planning to take epidural, now gotta reconsider again, cause she sounds like the contraction pain was REALLY DAMN PAIN! -.-"" im so puzzled now, and also abit worried & scared yet also excited.. argh~~~~!!! and also worried for the stitching, thinking about the doctor doing the stitching after birth makes my hair stands! i mean the needles and thread going through below. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. dont think so much first larhs.
0.o why i love MONDAYS? isnt MONDAYS suppose to give people the BLUES? haha. of cause i got my reasons. =P well its mainly because my parents OFF DAY is on MONDAYS!! and so normally mum will cook on MONDAYS. and so i can get to eat her home-cooked food every MONDAY.
was so sick of outside food. i have been eating them for years, ever since my dad starts his shop, and while i stay away from home for the last 2years, i no longer had home-cooked food. =( to me, nothing is much more delicious than home-cooked food yah~ especially those cooked by your loved-ones. =)) i believe many people thinks the same way too. right?? haha. actually i just wanna say:
had been stucked at home, mum thinks that i should stay at home. yeah~ i do understand but its just so farking boring~ simply nothing that i can do. also dont feel like doing anything thou. =X i dont know why, staying at home makes me become very lazy and sloggy~ keep lazing around, dont feel like doing ANYTHING!! or like to stare blankly. LOL. ever since pregnant, i seems like doesnt really cares or bothers about my looks that much as before. alot of things just changed in me. i used to do paper masks in the past. but now, although i got plenty of time and masks at home, i just dont feel like doing it. eventhough i just need to PUT THE MASK ON MY FACE thats all.
i think im so different now -.-"
counting down 2 more days [ 14 oCt ] , for my next appointment at KK Hosp. hmm.. dont know what the doctor will say this time. but i think i will want to complain!!!! LOL. about my skin of cause~ =P. must tell him that all the medicines and cream that he prescribed for me had no effects on me AT ALL!!! and was planning to go Bugis after that to collect my custom nails that i made few days ago. dont know how is gonna be like? hope i wont be disappointed. after all it costs me $40! -,-"
lastly, i just feel like eating mango pudding and salmon sushi!!!!! oH~
i had my blogskin changed!
^,^
spent my yesterday editing this blogskin. troublesome but i got nothing much better to do also. stay at home, practically doing nothing. eat, sleep, rest. just so BORED.
as im getting nearer and nearer towards my labour, i can feel more and more uncomfortable symptoms. some are painful too. but i know it was all because my baby's growing mahs. haha.
but one thing im not satisfied of myself is my loss of appetite. it ALWAYS a problem for me to eat.
WHY????? PLEASE HELP ME!!!
haix. cant i had the cravings to eat everyday? i want to eat. i wish i can eat more~ now recently, i cant even finish a meal. or simply not feeling hungry or dont feel like eating at all!!!!! everytime i must make myself to eat, force myself with some food at least. but its not good if i continue losing my appetite like this because this trimester is the most crucial period for my child. the baby will need more nutrients now than before! i know i must take in more nutrients. but my appetite just so sucks!
hate it!!!!! hate it!!!
been starting to think about names for my child. hehe~ got a few names in mind but its a secret. =X so for now, you guys wont be able to know. LOL. i realise i had been "blanking" much recently. like to stare blankly sometimes but never think of anything. 0.o. sounds so idiotic. haha. but its true, i was like simply doing nothing at all, blankly sitting down on the sofa and laying on my bed staring at the wall. maybe i had been stucked in my house till crazy lerhs bah. however, i really hope all these NOT VERY GOOD thing will go off soon after birth. those mood swings, those pains, discomforts and of cause most important and must-go is the stupid sickening skin problems that had dramatically and pathetically uglied my whole body now!!
=((
[ i know i had been complaining about my skin problems and the so-called rashes lots and lots of time, but its really............ its not just itching. its scar-ing my body ! and its so severe and just so sucks!!!! ]
i really must say, BEING A MOTHER IS NEVER EASY.
there is more than words to describe.. lots of sacrifice and hardships that only yourself will truly knows and understands.
jia you to all mothers and also mothers-to-be. ^^ [including me. =X haha]
hmm.. wondering*
maybe if when i found a nice one bahs
HAHA
yesterday, as usual, wake up. eat and was birding at home when i dont know why just feel like going down West Mall to have my dinner. but time was so rush cause if i wanna a free ride home by dad, i had to be done before 9pm.
yah, it was a last-minute decision for me to head down WM.so it was around 6plus when i decided to go. bathe and get ready.i took a cabbie down even! but i still reach there 7pm plus going 8pm. =( i meet Prissie and we headed for SAKAE SUSHI !!!
yes, again.
i had sushi instead of any of their sets meals, rice or ramen.cause somehow towards their tempura, katsu don, etc.i got quite alot of disappointment. LOL.especially the katsu curry don i ate the day before!!!!! sucks. =Xbut i cant eat prawn, crab too due to my
stupid irritating digusting making-me-nuts skin!
im so afraid it will cause more itch.but yet i cant eat too much RAW food cause its not good for baby.-.-" so it was like practically nothing much choices that i can eat.
haha. but i did eat my salmon. although i cant eat sashimi.i took the maki. ^^ at least i can taste it a lil' bit. hehe~ in fact i took alot of time thinking what to eat afterall.
haixxxx..so it was nearly 9pm when we finish. O.O
headed to basement to get my honeydew milkshake ^^
and went find peiling. cause that day, she was working in WM.its been ages since i last SAW her. dont mention about meeting. =X we only have less than 10mins time to talk and i had to rush off.
kinda sad... haixxx. hopefully one day we 3 can really get to meet.
thinking about peiling yesterday, makes me link to her BGR problems and link to Pris's problems. HAHA. sometimes, i do realise people around me are all facing, or i can say mostly, this kind of problems. and i was thinking, what about myself then. me?? hmm... i dont know when it started, but i knew my heart now was in peace.
yeah~ so peace. ^^
currently no one really makes me linger on, or was swaying my heart in any ways. all my mind is occupied by my baby, and the future things on and all about my child. getting a good career, all sorts but simply related to me, my family and my child and friends. nothing much more. somehow, i do wanna thank GOD. cause it seems like he had answer to my prayers. ^^
a peaceful and more relax mind now.i am not saying in future i wont fall for anyone because future is really unknown but im glad that at least now i had a period of time that i can truly rest and think. i believe everything can be done only if you believe it in the first place. time does heal wounds. although it lefts scars. but it wont hurts anymore. its all about whether deep down you wanna let it go OR make it stay. i got so many people telling me, "cause im not like you so strong."
-.-""""
do you guys really thinks thats the reason why i can and you cant ? hell NO. im not born strong. i was also as weak as everyone. the only thing different is i believe that i can be strong! or will be strong!and im willing to face myself, face the pain the hurt the TRUTH. dont hold on to a thing and say, "no i can never be like that, no i cant be like you.im not up to it, i cant!!!! i couldnt!!!!! i can never be!!! it wont happen to me!!!" if you thinks like that, of cause the outcome will be JUST like what you SAY or THINK!
well, in short, what i mean is believe in yourself is the first step to success. ^^
my NEW hangout place.
LOL.
yesterday, 07 oct 2008. Pris asked me whether if i wanna eat sushi.
as its been quite some time since i last went out, so i agreed. although i dont really have much urge for food that day. =(
only feel like drinking honeydew snowshake~ hahas.
[p/s : but in the end, i also didnt get to drink it cause when we went there around 8pm plus
the tea shake hut was CLOSED. dont know if its closed for renovation or ......... really closed down. =( hopefully not.]
we meet around 1.30pm at Bugis, which was the EARLIEST time we had ever meet, cause i hardly will go out so EARLY.
headed straight to Sakae Sushi for lunch. ^^
i had curry katsu don, and i didnt finish it cause it doesnt taste nice to me.
haixxxx. sianz.~
but of cause, i had some sushi too.
after lunch, we headed over to Bugis Village to walk.
Pris actually wanted to shop i think, haha. but that place was so hot for me.
!!!!!!!!
i keep sweating and it makes me very uncomfortable that i become so no mood to see things.
my so-called rashes is really making me NUTS~
just went to see doctor AGAIN the day before.
and what irritates me was the doctor can eventually asked me back
:" is it maybe because you're pregnant, so the hormones changes causes it?"
WTF! @$%&*&%#
if i know what really causes my skin to become like that, i wont have the need to go see a DOCTOR!
cause i knew that, nothing can STOP the itch and HEAL it.
the reason for going to see doctor was to check if my skin problems is due to pregnancy or not
and whether its rashes?
as my mum was worried that my skin problems is NOT just rashes.
cause its very severe. and doesnt look like those she had before when she was pregnant.
she scared that IF its not rashes, it MAY be measles or something, it could be harmful for my baby.
anyway, that doctor really freaks me out. i doubt she KNOWS anything!
ZZZZZZZ.
even my mum feels that she is abit SOT SOT~
cause she talks about how stress she was ?!!?!?!
why she lower down the prices and her partner dont understands her??
i thinks she need to see psychiatrist~
LOL. =X
okay, back to my BUGIS trip~~
so due to my LOW moral, we didnt walked for very long there,
and headed to have some desserts at the Crystal Jade Hong Kong Cafe opp Bugis Junction.
i had my honeydew sago - which was not very nice, not like those usual honeydew sago, no coconut cream de, just sago and honeydew. not sweet too. although its cooling.
ZZZ
and pris had her green tea soyabeancurd in almond cream..
she say it taste weird~
ZZZ
hahas.
right: honeydew wz sago
wasnt satisfied with our first order. so we order MORE.
lols.
i order mango pudding wz pomelo and the "dry" tang yuan.
while Pris had her Bo Luo Bun and Iced yuan yang.
this time, im satisfied.
hahas. the pudding is yummy. ^^
but Pris's Yuan Yang, she say it was weird.
0.o
2nd round. haha
while awaiting the desserts. >.<
after slacking, we head back to Bugis Junction. walking around and shopping.
went to do a custom nails at shugar.
costs me $40. =(
now abit regretted..
hahas.. also went to bought some stuffs.
Pris got the DOGGY handphone strips for us. ^^
so after all the shop shop, walk walk.
we ended up in Pastamania.
LOL.
i had my creamy chicken pasta but i didnt finish.
it was like wasting food. =(
i dont know why i had no appetite.
haixxx...
this is THAT MUCH of food i WASTED
that ends our day~ a long day.
went to wait for cab. doesnt really want to take cab from there.
cause its additional 3dollars from town area!!
but my leg was too pain to walk.
the queue was long so we snap some pictures. ^^
do i look like 7mths pregnant?
the end.. LOL to my delivery of my child =)
my skin is NOT healing at all. its getting worse. =(
so farking bored at home. haix.
even mum thinks that i should stay home.
so i cant go my dad shop to help out also.
she thinks that i should stay home to cure my skin problems. -,-"
well, actually quite true. i cant sweat.
cause if i do, my skin gets worse!! it will itch even more, more red and painful!! =(
im heaty due to pregnancy so i tends to feel more hot than normal people.
so i sweat MORE easily.
so i had to avoid hot and heaty places.
and try to make myself feel cooling always. haixxx..
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME??? HAHAS
but anyway, im still kicking! ^^
just like my child been kicking me so oftens! hahas.
my skin is not going to spoil my days. yeah~
1st October = Hari Raya = p.holiday = my outings
LOL.
went to meet Pris at Cineleisure Orchard at late 11pm plus.
actually wanted to go out earlier, but Pris had to accompany her mum first.
hmm. i was so hungry that i keep rushing her. hahas.
we planned to watch movie - the House Bunny.
but as i was so hungry, i wanted to eat first so we didnt catch the 1145pm show.
we got ourselves the 150am instead.
ZZZ~ long wait~
so went to eat and slacked at Xin Wang Cafe till the movie starts.
well, the show was NICE!!! =)
humorous ! it does makes me laugh my ass out =X ~
but although it was humorous, but there was a part that makes my tears drop.
0.o touches me~ lols. perhaps pregnant women are more emo. hahas.
hmmm.....it was just thumbs up!!!! ^,^
its mainly about friendship. or i can say sistership! hahas.
a show i dont mind watching it AGAIN~
after the show, we headed to Swensen to chill out awhile more.
Pris ordered a banana split ice cream while i EAT again.
haha. had fish n chips. but in the end i also couldnt finish. =X
we chat till 6am and cabbed home.
the SPLIT ice cream
my FOOD!
the LOO LOO photoshot again 
my nickname is LAO SHU =P
its ABT my EYES. not HER. haha
just another day passed. ^,^
it seems like but yet it seems not.
ZZZ -,-"
but all i know my skin is rotting and its spreading!!!
haix haix.
doctor say its most probably due to pregnancy
well i do thinks so cause my mum told me
she also have like this kind of skin problems when she have us.
but she says hers not like mine so jialat!!!!
ARGH~~~~ its killing me!!!
the itch the pain
the sleepless nights
*CRY
i doubt my skin will get any better.
nothing helps.
the medicine for me to eat, the cream for me to apply
all doesnt stopped it and its spreading even more.
i cant stand how my whole body looks like now!
mum say i may have to endure it till i give birth then it will heal~
OMG~~~~~~~
thats still long. -,-"
having a baby is never easy.
guys wont truly understands
the hardship and the pain we getting through
the things that are changing in our body and mind.
emotional and physical
everything just not the same during pregnancy.
hmm... i must!!
waiting to see you, my child. ^^
