-- Monday, March 30, 2009 ; 6:06 PM ♥♥
HAPPY 4 MONTHS!
BABY EDLYSIA =D
baby edlysia is 4 months old today. and shocking news:mummy realised baby edlysia had her teeth growing already just now!
when mummy told me, i was like huh? real anot?
then mummy put her finger in, and said, confirm lah.
cause there is already white HARD thingy popping out from baby edlysia's gum!
but suprisingly, abnormally in the very inner part of her gum?!?
is this normal? she seems like growing her molars - 'da ya' on her bottom left gum.
i was so amazed, so i use my fingers to expose her gum to see more clearly
and i found another white thingy on her upper gum!
and a canines on her upper right gum! which is so not common.
thought babies should grow insicors first, isnt it?
now her upper gum looks like a vampie! =X
here are the evidences:
click to enlarge!
isit teeth?LOL.
i am also having my wisdom tooth! so painful.
but tolerating.....
anyway baby edlysia is now able to flip like nobody business.
zzz. from chest-up to chest-down. vice-versa.
she loves sucking her fists.
anything she grabs, it will head right into her mouth!
dangerous. cannot leave her unattended now.
drinking 120ml still. but perhaps due to teething.
she got not much appetite recently. sometimes couldnt even finish.
she is mumbling her baby talk more and more.
especially before she dozed off to sleep, she will mumble non-stop.
as if she is nagging. wahaha. really cute!
her hair and my hair are competing in dropping rate.
but i think i still win hers. =P
love her soooooooooooo much. ;D
love her soooooooooooo much. ;D
tt's how life is =D
-- Sunday, March 29, 2009 ; 5:47 PM ♥♥
went dad shop with baby edlysia just now.
just reach home. tired. but still deciding to sleep now or later?
haha.
please ignore my rubbish.
............................................................................................
recently, watch John Cena's 12 Rounds. hmm, i thinks it rate just 50-50.
an average show. not say very nice but yet not too bad thou. haha.
its worth your time watching IF you just want to kill time. =X
well, actually i wanted to watch Mall Cop. !!! Or the Confession of the Shopaholic.?
but the timing not right. =(
days are getting boring, want to work work work!
waiting for the KKH medical social worker for the infant care till i am growing roots already yah!!!!!
so farking long! all they say is WAIT! -.-" ive waited for a month!!!!!!!!
sometimes really felt pissed lorx. i am not being impatience, seems like they are just delaying, agree?
darren had been asking me out few times, but didnt get to go. i dont know why, every time he ask, either i am going out or had fallen asleep.
LOL.
felt bad. but i thinks he is just too unlucky bah. or maybe just no fate. haha.
lastly,
i did not
MIA
just didnt get to online for the past few days.
LOL.
thats all. ;)
loving baby edlysia always =D
tt's how life is =D
-- Thursday, March 26, 2009 ; 3:32 AM ♥♥
got the source from Pris's blog
and its quite true. amazingly, cause i only choose colours.!!
take this test - color revelation - colorgenics
and shall share my result:
Name: fionne
Date: 3/25/2009
Colorgenics Number: 34570612
Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.
You dislike playing the field in every sense of the word. When you develop a relationship it needs to be a close fulfilling one, one that has deep meaning for all parties concerned.
You wear your heart on your sleeve and since you are an emotional person you are apt to give your all - heart and soul - to all those that show you a little affection; but take care - it would appear that you have been extremely hurt in the past and you keep leaving yourself wide open for punishment.
Your inherent powers and perseverance are in danger of being overwhelmed by excessive stress. You have a great deal of resilience which is being overtaxed by the continued attempt to overcome existing difficulties but you are sticking to your objectives in spite of the intolerable pressure. After considerable reflection you believe that it is impossible to reverse the situation and so you would truly like to be free of it altogether.
The tensions that you are trying to cope with are a result of conditions which are really beyond your control. As a consequence of this almost impossible situation and not being able to get your own way, you are subjected to frustration and almost ungovernable anger. You are trying to remedy the situation but the stress that you are experiencing is making the situation even worse. You feel so inadequate that you are not quite sure which way to turn. A good suggestion would to be to try to relieve the stress and anxiety by participating in some very active physical activity which will relieve your tension.
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went dad shop early in the morning. with baby edlysia and mummy.
oh, the people there loves baby edlysia sooo much! :)
one WHOLE day. 11hours.
Pris came over to find me awhile after her school.
chat. slack. play with baby edlysia.
she went off around 5pm plus.
bored as business is damn bad recently. no much customer.
plus raining! makes me want to zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
reach home nearly 11pm. thought of going out but in the end,
slept. dozed off around 12am plus. i know i was tired.
BUT. woke up just now at 2am plus!
sick right!?! want to sleep but cant fall back to my dreamland.
so i am blogging at this timing!
maybe i am really too stress. =X
but what VERY ACTIVE physical activity can i do to relieve my tension??
LOL.
i think only singing makes me =D
tt's how life is =D
-- Tuesday, March 24, 2009 ; 12:23 PM ♥♥
after half a year of absence, ive made a post in my friendster's blog:
MY APPRECIATION
days passes real fast, its like a second, now my baby girl is going 4mths old soon ^,^ talking about her, well she's now a cute & chubby sweetie. although she's quite naughty as my parents been pampering her alot, but she is still my top priority and my precious gem. life had been tiring and hard at times, but ive tried my best to enjoy my life too. also, i must thanks those people who had been around helping me out, giving me support and strength, thus making my life happier. thanks all my friends!!! i seriously appreciated every bits. ive realise that during my down period of life, things can be more visible to me. making me open up my eyes wide enough to see people around me. i had great buddies like Eileen, Pris, Mq, Seng, Kevin, Peter, PL etc..
great friends makes life GREAT! =D
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anyway, i ve been suspecting my loss of weight recently as clothings are getting loose.
and yes, im 41kg now. awww.. wasnt really happy cause 40kg was my pre-natal weight.
and its underweight! -.-
i thought 45kg is the best. i never wish to drop my weight.
i only wish that to slim into better shape.
LOL.
somemore, my hair is dropping alot lately.
so sucky, to see my hair all over everywhere!!!
tt's how life is =D
-- Monday, March 23, 2009 ; 4:34 PM ♥♥
yes. change blog song.
nice one. with nice tempo and lyrics.
RIGHT NOW - AKON
friday and saturday, been waking up damn early.
thus, also slept early. although couldnt sleep much.
=(
was broke. yes, pathetically broke.
when Pris ask me wanna go Powerhouse on saturday night,
also unable to go. even i felt like so.
not being in very good terms with mum lately.
she's been nagging like hell. im going crazy. =X
i do understand her point of view,
as she might not really understand my whole situation.
i choose to keep quiet. but sometimes her words are really contradicting.
and dont make sense at all.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
that will really hurt me and thats where my unhappiness come from.
hard to deny, yes she's the source.
hopefully, there could be improvements.
went out last night. lol. or i can say is morning?
suppose to meet kevin at 1am plus 2am. was planning to sing or movie.
but but but......
in the end, he met me around 5am! so we went eat instead.
shall not elaborate the reason why he's so late, just can say, he's so unlucky. =P
tt's how life is =D
-- Friday, March 20, 2009 ; 10:01 PM ♥♥
WONDERING.
its never possible to know someone totally.
as we are all individual soul
IF only i can be YOU
perhaps i will know the exact YOU
its good enough to have someone that understand
=D
determination and stubborness is hard to differentiate
there is no wrong being determine
BUT if almost everyone is pointing the faults on you
maybe you should do a self-reflection on yourself
stop putting others as the cause of your doings
as it might be your stubborness
everyone has the freedom and rights
but use it wisely
please dont trespass into others' compound
and yell when you had already been asked to go off.
this is call demanding.
lastly,
im highlighting here yet again for that idiotic someone to see.
KM, JUST FUCK OFF FROM HERE!
YOU ARE NOT WELCOME.
STOP YOUR WHATEVER SHIT, I GOT NO INTEREST IN WHAT YOU SAYS.
PLEASE KINDLY CHECK YOUR DICTIONARY
IF YOU DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT I MEAN!
tt's how life is =D
-- Thursday, March 19, 2009 ; 10:15 PM ♥♥
PARTY NIGHT
@ St James Powerhouse
p.s: sorie that my pics looks kinda small. will upload again when free.
finally, after waiting like for million years, had the chance to go clubbing once again. =D
yipee! haha. really for a very long time didnt step into this kind of place.
so missed it!
used to be a clubber, really loves the atmosphere of people dancing and having fun together.
but now, cannot be the same anymore ya.
alright, end of my craps. yesterday went ladies night at Powerhouse.
Pris came over my house first and then we cabbed down to find peiling together with her bf - kelvin.
coincidentally, peiling's friend is helding her birthday party there. so we joined them.
although i dont know her. only know her name.
LOL
so crowded but quite fun and enjoying.
me and Pris spent most our time on the dancefloor. wooow~
like the part when lots of balloons dropping from above.!
too bad didnt manage to capture that scene.
it was so nice!!!!
party till 4am. reach home around 4am plus.but still not the end of the day.
met Kevin and we went play billiard AGAIN.=.=
after that go for some foods and talk, in the end reach home nearly 11am. =X
power right. hahas.
still have to continue my day without much sleep to take care baby edlysia. =)
anyway, so tired but its really fun. so its worth it !
`how i wish i can see you again.
tt's how life is =D
-- Wednesday, March 18, 2009 ; 4:16 AM ♥♥
meet kevin at house downstair. 1am plus.
supposingly he ride me to buy cigerette.
in the end went to play billiard.
LOL.
sibei paiseh. no make-up with spectacles.
somemore never bring wallet out, no i/c with me too.
simply empty-handed. cause i thought just at house downstair.
first time go out like that. omg!
luckily only for awhile. just reach home at 4am.
tt's how life is =D
-- Tuesday, March 17, 2009 ; 6:29 AM ♥♥
-- Monday, March 16, 2009 ; 11:37 PM ♥♥
shall not be simplifying the details.
yesterday morning, bring baby edlysia to dad shop.
her boring look.
business is quiet. so dad closed his shop early at 2plus.
on our way back, started to rain.
the dark clouds.
mum went for mahjonging as usual.
wait till she come back around 12am. i went out.
reached home monday and sleep all the way.
im so very tired and had fall sick now. =(
not feeling of blogging much so below are all random pics of baby edlysia & me.
pardon me, for my shag look.
and also, i did not edit the pics. too lazy. =X
if you realised, some pics pf me & baby edlysia have the same expression!!!
LOL.
tt's how life is =D
-- Sunday, March 15, 2009 ; 4:26 AM ♥♥
my hair is fading.
expected.
as i used henna dye to dye my hair.
well, i didnt plan to dye my hair,
it just happen that my house have a few packet of black henna dye.
so i DYED it. perhaps wanna see myself in black bah.
afterall i know henna dye dont last, and it will fade.
now maybe will dye again - cause its very cheap. or leave it to fade.
WAHAHAHA~
tt's how life is =D
-- Saturday, March 14, 2009 ; 11:46 PM ♥♥
shall upload me & baby edlysia pics
SOON
seems like ive left her out here, nope!
she is still on my toplist!
bringing her to dad's shop tml. =D
the aunties & uncles there miss her alot.
haha. she is a STAR now over there.
they keep bugging my mum to ask me bring her over.
hee, so glad she's so loved by many people.
im so forunate to be her mummy. *wink
life getting abit down recently. perhaps i am really too bored.
or am i having depression?
i dont know. sometimes i cried for nothing.
not a good sign although i know i am one emotional being.
LOL.
i must cure myself!!!!!
i want to get a JOB asap.
life sucks having nothing to busy of as to me,
somehow taking care of baby edlysia is not a job.
she is my love but i think i really need to work.
tt's how life is =D
-- Friday, March 13, 2009 ; 11:55 PM ♥♥
love this song so much
its by one of my favourite artist
RICHIE REN XIAN QI
风云决
风往哪里吹 吹到海角天涯之巅
究竟为了谁 为谁在留恋
云往哪里飞 飞过千山万水之边
茫茫人海中 何处是停歇
刀光 剑影 人心 看似终点又回到起点
寻寻 觅觅 人间 在你怀里 我沉睡到永远
命运的手 推我向前 我随你而摇 随你而飞
爱恨纠结 难分难解 又何苦在缠绵
等待了你 誓言了我 既然要追寻 又何必后悔
天上一天 地下万年 终究是残念
心静如止水 恩怨情仇 过往云烟 怎奈风一起 山河日月变
刀光 剑影 人心 看似终点又回到起点
寻寻 觅觅 人间 在你怀里 我沉睡到永远
命运的手 推我向前 我随你而摇 随你而飞
爱恨纠结 难分难解 又何苦在缠绵
等待了你 誓言了我 既然要追寻 又何必后悔
天上一天 地下万年 终究是残念
失去一切 却只有你一直在我身边
我赢回一切，却再也无法共婵娟
命运的手 推我向前 我随你而摇 随你而飞
爱恨纠结 难分难解 又何苦在缠绵
等待了你 誓言了我 既然要追寻 又何必后悔
天上一天 地下万年 终究是残念
tt's how life is =D
-- ; 5:49 AM ♥♥
im suay.. seriously i am really very suay!!!!!!
play billiard also can injured my leg!!!!!!!!
darren ask me to go east coast earlier on but i cant make it.
was planning to stay home but last minute went billiard at
hougang plaza with kevin just now around 2am.
i lost as usual. BUT that is not the main point im high-lighting.
the main unlucky thing is near our last game kevin shoot the ball as i walked towards the hole.
only halfway the ball jump out and dont know how it hit my ankle!!! directly on my bone.
too sudden, i didnt even realised the ball jumping out, but worst is i wasnt standing there, im walking yet that small ball can hit me and so 'zhun' on my ankle bone!
immediate numbness and pain. i think it hit my veins too.
within less than few minutes, blue-black. zzzz.
and he can keep laughing at me non-stop!!! what an idiot!!!!!!!
its karma... cause just before he shoot the ball i said that the hole at the corner is 'xie meng'
as no matter how we tried, the balls just couldnt go in that particular hole.
sorry, i really shouldnt had said that... the punishment? haix. i am limping NOW. so shit so shit.
people say " lang suay, chi gau bian gong guay "
[ when you're unlucky, breed dog also can turn into chicken ]
LOL.
so farking true!
so with my limping leg, have to stop playing billiard.
after billiard kevin want to catch soft toys at those machine.
wah lau, can see the soft toy been grab up, reaching the dropping point but shake shake, fall off!
he played twice, and twice the similar case. so close!!! but just no luck - suay~
wanted to go eat, but cant. my leg aching real bad.
so went home. just reached home at 5am plus.
conclusion
i am SUAY!!!!
edited* i just realised today is FRIDAY the 13 AGAIN! =X
no wonder... wahahaha
last month the 13, i am not unlucky..
`friends is all i need now. =D
tt's how life is =D
-- Wednesday, March 11, 2009 ; 8:59 PM ♥♥
AWWW.... !!!
Pris going Dragonfly or Powerhouse tonight, or probably right now. i wanted to go BUT i CANT!
*CRYING OUT LOUD =(
its a very unlucky day for me. mum had arranged her mahjong session and dad suprisingly say he's going fishing later at night after work! and as i thought since mum is asking her friends over my house to play mahjong, i can at least go out BUT my brothers go out also! ZZZZZ. they dont usually go out on WED. and mum's mahjong session is usually either MON,THURS or SUN. but i dont know WHY, happens that EVERYONE got something on today!!!!!!! - on a wednesday.
specially TODAY!
am i suay?? i think i obviously is lor.
waited so long to go club club club... haix. oh jolly well, as you can see i got no chance no fate. -.-"
i am hoping that i can go out, even until this very moment. stucking at home for almost a year.
yes, tell me: a year. who dont goes CRAZY?!?!?! - i mean about not working -
i am now awaiting for KKH's medical social worker to search for infant care for baby edlysia.
they say i could get a discounted rate cause i am a single mum.
they ask me to give them 2 weeks time to contact me?!?! ......
because they say they need to go do some research about my family background, situation and also income before they can decide whether am i eligible.
hopefully soon bah. i am seriously bored dead.
tt's how life is =D
-- Tuesday, March 10, 2009 ; 3:07 AM ♥♥
AMAZINGLY
i dyed my hair..
its almost BLACK now okay!!!!
can you believe it? lol. i cant believe that i eventually dyed it.
i also dont know why...
i must have been out of my mind man....
wahahaha~ siao liao lah!
` how long can i last?
tt's how life is =D
-- Monday, March 9, 2009 ; 4:22 PM ♥♥
SICK!!!
yesterday suppose to sing with Mq and Seng. but they didnt confirmed with me in the end.
so, ended up go sing with Kevin.
wait till he's done, meet him around 1am.
went Cineleisure Kbox and... very shit. i only sang one song and out of a sudden i lost my voice!!!
its not sore throat or what, neither did i shouted or what, its just no voice!
totally demoralising me as im the one who wanted to SING afterall!!! =(
since i cant sing so Kevin do all the singing.
so haiiixxxxx....i tried to eat lemon, but, no cure. then i tried coke, haha, and it does helps! =)
amazing right? LOL. not really very well but at least i got some voice to sing a lil more.
reached home nearly 6am, yawn~ so sleepy can. dozed off immediately after wash up.
` there is always solution to problem.
tt's how life is =D
-- Saturday, March 7, 2009 ; 8:27 PM ♥♥
baby edlysia
always wanted to sit up. doesnt like lying down.
loves to see cartoon images.
start to mumble everytime she see it as though she was talking to them.
loves to hug her bolster. =)
loves to play, watch tv and listen to music.
luckily, after her injection that day she didnt have much fever.
only slightly higher temperature of 37.2 degree celcius.
so eventually didnt give her the medicine that the doctor prescribed in case of fever.
but, she did lost some appetite for the past few days.
cant even finish her 90ml milk!
but she is still as chubby! ;)
LOL.
she is my precious!!!! love her always.
tt's how life is =D
-- Friday, March 6, 2009 ; 10:39 PM ♥♥
my mood now is
CHICKEN + CUCUMBER + BANANA
=
RUBBISH!
i dont like myself being like this. its so shit. can i just forget it and take it easy?
i must loosen up, as its really my own farking idiotic problem!
if there's a choice. i would wish to have a mind of a robot but still a heart of a human being.
wahaha, so that i can choose what to stay in my mind and what not.
if ever i can learn to control myself more, how good that would be?
and if only i could be NOT SO EMOTIONAL, life will be very wonderful to me!
yet, these are only IF..
just merely saying, IF i ever can do it. perhaps?
wahaha, so that i can choose what to stay in my mind and what not.
if ever i can learn to control myself more, how good that would be?
and if only i could be NOT SO EMOTIONAL, life will be very wonderful to me!
yet, these are only IF..
just merely saying, IF i ever can do it. perhaps?
--locked--
` dont ask me why, cause there is no answer.
tt's how life is =D
-- ; 2:56 PM ♥♥
WATCH THIS CUTE VIDEO!
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yesterday bring baby edlysia to Jurong Point with Pris and her mum.
went out at 6pm. took cab. and guess what? i reach batok [cause fetching Pris] at 6.50pm!
the cabbie is really..................
reach JP already 7plus! had Fish & Co.
yummy yummy =)
after that, went to find Serene at her house to see her baby girl - Natalie!
omg, her girl eyes is so pretty, and so big! next time sure is one chio bu.
LOL.
leave her house around 10pm plus. and suay suay, RAINING!!
home sweet home nearly 11pm plus. Pris came my house stay overnight.
chat chat chat.. 5am plus then sleep.
wake up today around 10am and came dad shop.
now, in internet shop slacking.. hahaha.
thats all for now!
`love seems complicated but its just so simple
tt's how life is =D
-- Thursday, March 5, 2009 ; 12:49 PM ♥♥
went to work at dad shop yesterday.
Pris came to find me. we headed WEST MALL.
ate Sakae Sushi again. no much choices.
LOL.
chill & chat.
5pm plus head back dad shop.
at night, meet Kevin at house downstair.
thats my life.
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--locked post--
`Love can intrude just unknowingly
tt's how life is =D
-- Tuesday, March 3, 2009 ; 3:30 PM ♥♥
went movie with Kevin yesterday night at Cineleisure.
meet him around 12mn.
catch the show - Kung Fu Chef at 1.40am.
seriously i wont recommend this show, kinda boring.
a show that cant make me stay focus to watch at all.
& we even went for toilet break halfway during the movie which for me,
i had never do that while watching movie even if im about to pee on my pants!
but this is the first show that makes me do that and is just so ..........................
well, there is still some funny parts. but just okay only. =X
the whole show my mind is only thinking, ending soon?
haha.
after movie. went makan.
home sweet home at 4am plus. nice day! ;)
`i dont know how to describe
but i do miss.
tt's how life is =D
-- Monday, March 2, 2009 ; 5:47 PM ♥♥
MUMMY LOVES YOU!
today, bring baby edlysia to AMK polyclinic for immunisation!brave girl didnt cry much. =)
& here's her updates:
weight: 5.69kg
height: 58.5cm
head circumference: 39cm
paid $290.40 for the whole package of the 6-in-1 dosage.
broke!!! heng, mummy sponsor me =P
after check-up, headed to AMK Hub.
treat mummy eat Pepper Lunch!!!!!
simply love the pepper steak. juicy and yummy...
haha. are you drooling too??
after lunch, went grandma house.
below are the pictures:
`love can be just one person.
but relationship needs two.
Labels: baby edlysia's growth
tt's how life is =D
-- Sunday, March 1, 2009 ; 11:21 PM ♥♥
TAKE THIS PERSONALITY TEST
TO FIND OUT MORE ABOUT YOURSELF
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i took it and oh my!
soooo farking true! =X
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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lastly,
HAPPY 3 MONTHS MY GER! =)
`finding a soulmate is hard
but if you dont believe,
it will become totally impossible
tt's how life is =D
