alright i dont know how to start, zzz. well okay, its been nearly 2 weeks i did not post.

well, shall not elaborate on my stuffs. it not very important thou.

just brought baby edlysia to Punggol Plaza with Pris.

wanted to bring her there for the baby swimming.

it was her FIRST time after 6 MONTHS!

omg, im such a bad mother...

thought she will like it as she love bathing at home

she cried almost 3/4 of the time and eventually did not swim at all.

the time in the water totally i think its less than 5 mins.

the rest of the time i was carrying her, patting her. comforting her.

she started to feel scared when the lady start to do massaging for her.

and then started to cry out loud when they try to put the float around her neck.

so no choice, i had to carry her out of the water. and try to calm her first.

and this how she cry !

freaking scared of the 2 lady.......

not really because of the water but the place or the atmosphere i think.

later on i try to put her in the water all by myself.

starting she is getting okay.... and eventually started to play a little..

so they give her sit this instead.

but this is only for like 1 minute.

as when the lady start trying to hold her, she cry again.

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in the end, the lady asked us to go back next time.

but she still charged me HALF the price. which is $14.

felt so wasted..... thou its already half price

but the time she is in the water is only for like for 5mins the most?

haix. my girl is starting to afraid of strangers ler =(

after that went ntuc to buy some baby food for her.

she is still trembling when i carry her, felt so heartpain.

so went to buy her 'Jing Feng Shan'.

she fall asleep while we are shopping for her food.

cabbed back home.

back home, she is totally like another person..

jumping, yelling...

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shall just end here.

below are some of her post photos:

her most recent photos.
i dont know why she just loves scratching her ears.

recently she been having watery poo poo. isit because she's growing teeth?
her big teeth on her right is growing out.
seriously i dont know why she grow big teeth instead of front teeth.
but they say its okay. as long she got grow teeth.
LOL.
well.........
she also loves to sit in her walker so she can sprint like nobody business!
she can jump up and down and walk like a crazy kangeroo =X !

buay tahan..
haha, she loves to smile. and thats what i loved most!

what a happy sweetie =)

haix, but somehow she is slimer EXCEPT her thighs and face..

not as chubby like last time... due to lack of appetite. why???

hmm btw, i too have slim back down to original

but with a small lump of fats still lingers at the tummy.

wearing back pre-pregnancy clothes. i should be happy..

but people say i look nicer when i look FATTER abit

just like how im during the first few months after birth. =(
argh. can i grow back fat?

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anyway shall end here with my baby edlysia's pose.

sorry for late updates due to not able to online much.

still felt sad about losing baby edlysia's photos.

11 may 09, mummy bring baby edlysia for her injection as i went for work.

didnt get her height measured, and her weight was 6.6kg.

quite light isnt it? hmm. anyway, she is now naughtier.

CANNOT be left alone. she will cry out loud.

i only left her in a walker just now to the toilet for less than 30 secs.

and she yelled! OMG. she can now run about freely in her walker.

many says she's witty and understands what we are saying.

yup, i do agrees. =D but still, i think that her smile is still the best thing ever!

her smile can melts all my sorrow.

makes me forgets all the stress and eliminates unhappiness.

she's my girl, and the best gift heaven had gave me.

i will never give up her for ANYONE. this is for sure.

i never regret to have her. and if time turns back, i will still do the same thing.

well, belated HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to all mothers.

celebrated mum's birthday too on Mother's Day.

as usual, at Batok's CC the KTV lounge.

together with the uncles and aunties there.

mum's birthday.

although had celebrated on sunday,

but i think actual day also must have something.

so i bought a cake for her after work. =D

past few weeks, busy with work of cause.

but still, did went out for my leisure. went with Mq and Seng for Kbox.

Met Kevin, watched movies, go rounding, billiard and kbox etc.

Met Pris and Pl too. Days are more busier and tired.

hmm..... will upload baby edlysia's photos soon.

i know its been a very long time that i didnt post her pics here.

i will take some as soon as possible and upload it ya. stay tuned. =D

computer down. dead. died.

cant online but that is ok.

AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHh

what fuck? super bad mood. damn sad. but cant do anything.

this is SHIT!

want to upload some baby edlysia's pics

but i dont know why cant.

boring mood.

so what. it makes no different to me.

i still cannot rest! but yet still kanna being nag nag naggggg.

wah lan, spoil my mood only!

i dont need any praise, i dont need any encouragement.

i just want PEACE. just stop saying, everything will be so FINE.

okay!

you sick, i help you do things, they sit and fcuk.

nevermind. still say me!

you say you are not super woman then you think i am meh?!

who's the one who never put herself to others' people shoes?

why always me?! and not those TWO ass.

i understand your situation and seriously i dont mind helping you.

but can just stop putting THEIR fault as mine?

i DID NOT ask them to be like that.

& i must really DO IT.

must must must!