HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EDLYSIA

my beloved girl

yet again its 30 november, & its my little princess 3rd birthday! how time passed. 3 years ago, she is just a newborn. & look at her now... eventually become a talkative, cute & lovely girl. no longer a baby, no longer a toddler. 3 years old should be now a kid. ^^

i've never regretted to have her in my life. i even love to have her! i felt so blessed ever since her existence, she had changed me & made me feel fully occupied. although life became more stressful, less freedom, but i seriously prefer the days i had with her. if time turned back, i will still choose to have her. thank God for giving me such a lovely girl. love her so much =D

lastly, to my dear precious EnEn, may you be happy & healthy always~ happy 3rd birthday to you~

muacks****

so far so good

went for my routine check-up at KKH today, & very happy that everything turns out well. get to see BabyBoy through the scanning too, his head had went down. my next appointment will be in December. time passes fast, now its November, then December & soon January! which is the month of his arrival =D not too sure if im too anxious for BabyBoy to be out or what, recently i had been having dreams that im either had gave birth to him or having labour which is contraction pains. LOL. anyway, although its not my first time but its still nervous talking about labour. imagine had to go through another round of pain & suffering, whats worse is the aftermath wound & confinement with that postnatal-blues... oh my, im already started to fear again. hopefully this time can be much better & it be best if there is no tear during delivery so no stitching! haha~ im praying very hard for that =D