35 weeks 6 days

woo~ im going to my 36 weeks. a week more i will be in 37 weeks. oh my~ seems like its getting nearer & nearer. *anxious. today went for my routine check-up at KKH, well im weighing 53.4kg already! im heavier this time round, but many told me its because im carrying a boy, so its naturally will be heavier. isit true? 0.o alright, im having the stabbing pain in my vaginal area these few days, & midwife told me its because BabyBoy head had engaged to my cervix which is called lightening/dropping. thus the pressure on my bladder is so much heavier & im so clumsy nowadays. it hurts when i move myself, especially the pubic bone area. sleeping is so hard cause as & when i need to pee, & the pain is making me hard to fall into sleep. argh insomnia days is back. =( but this is all normal during late pregnancy & all i can do now is just endure a few more weeks! hopefully BabyBoy will want to be out when he is full-term ^^. by the way, this time round, i did not see any specific doctor. i choose under subsidised rate thus im seeing the midwife clinic instead. i find it unnecessary due to my first pregnancy experience. LOL if you read my past posts on my pregnancy & delivery for my girl, you will know that the last time i used to see a specific doctor, which price classified as private. but in the end, somehow also partially due to my own stupidity, i end up going through my whole labour without my gynae, worse is i got NOBODY to assist at all. not even midwives! so why should i pay more this time? haha~ each & every time i think about spending double on every appointment for my last pregnancy but end up i got nothing just make me feel its not worth at all. i rather used it for milk powder & diapers this time round. seriously* i think it wont be as bad when you had experienced the "no one there delivery procedure" than now at least this time i will have midwives & even doctor-on-duty to assist, right? somehow i feel that midwives knows so much more than a doctor. eventually i find that midwives will explain more in details & made me understand more about pregnancy than doctors. lastly, still the same old wish, pray for a smooth delivery & a healthy baby =)

p/s: an early wish of merry christmas & a happy new year to everyone. cheers & enjoy the festive ^^

relatives from KL

had a long 2 days yesterday & the day before, my grandpa & my eldest uncle & his family came to Singapore for holiday on friday. so we had to be the host & of cause bring them around our little island. in fact, for my grandpa, it is his first time travelling! yes, in all his years, he never step out of his little kampong village in KL. the furthest he's been was just Ipoh? or perhaps Penang? but still its in Malaysia. despite 2 of his daughters, which is my mum & my youngest aunt was married over to Singapore, he had never came over before, not even to attend the weddings. LOL. thus, his nickname was 'mountain tortoise'. this time, when we heard that he will be coming out, everyone was shocked that he had agree. which was like 'are you sure?' at first, he was reluctant but in the end submitted when my uncle's wife finally persuaded him to. at least he can get to visit us & take a look at a world outside that small village. so on friday, mum & i with my girl EnEn, headed to Sembawang to wait for them as they be staying at my aunt's place instead of ours. so we went to her house to wait. then yesterday, we headed to Sentosa. a long long hectic but fun day. too bad hubby couldnt follow due to work. =( if not, it would be more memorable. woke up as early as 8am plus to get ready, waited for them to come over our house here so we can take cab together. (as we need to split to 3 cabs & they need us to bring them around in case they got lost as only me, my aunt & my aunt's hubby knows how to go, my mum is another mountain tortoise =X ) we had breakfast and then headed to Sentosa around 10plus. its so hard to take a cab due to the breaking down of our SMRT!!! luckily they manage to take the train from Sembawang to Ang Mo Kio when coming over to my house. by the time when all 3 groups reach Resort World, its already going 12. had our day walking around for their photo-shooting & sadly, the rain is also a hassle and somehow wasted most our time indoor, where there's not much for sight-seeing. wanted to bring my cousins to play the Luge ride, but too bad we didnt get to. headed to Underwater World & Dolphin Lagoon. bring my girl in too as she had never been there. so happy to see she is so amazed yet a little frightened when she saw those BIGGER fishes. am glad she enjoyed it. we continue walking & sight-seeing, headed to the beach around evening when the rain stops. & then Merlion & back to RW. in the end, we reach home its already 11pm plus. what a long day~ but its really fun. woke up today, & now im having muscle-ache.. LOL.

on another note, today im in my 35weeks of pregnancy! omg~ 2 more weeks & BabyBoy will be in his full-term. im getting anxious...& of cause labour start to come in mind yet again. argh the pain~ hopefully i pray for a smooth delivery & a healthy BabyBoy =) cant wait to see you... shall stop here, will upload the pictures at a later time as its with my aunt's hubby, i didnt get to take any pictures with my that lousy camera...

32 WEEKS 6 DAYS

alright, im in my 32weeks & 6days now. went for check-up at KKH today with edlysia & sister-in-law as hubby is busy with work. im currently weighing at 51.8kg! which means ive gained 11.8kg so far~ still remember when i had edlysia, i gained a total of 13.95kg, so hopefully this time round it can remain about the same, not much heavier =X so roughly baby could be also around 3plus kg when birth too? not too sure if it can be calculated in such a way~ haha. as somehow im afraid BabyBoy will be too big for me as edlysia is already consider big size for me when she's born at 3.25kg. so just hope it be about the same ok? didnt have any scanning done today, so didnt get to see BabyBoy, but good that BabyBoy's head is still down. im feeling so tight & heavy now, especially my tummy, it's like its gonna explode anytime. i felt my skin is so fully stretched that i cant really move about as easy as the previous pregnancy. i really wonder how am i able to cope till delivery?! imagine baby will grow even more during the last few weeks, & now at 32weeks only im already feeling so tight and heavy. imagine going to pee every hour? thats how much pressure it is on my bladder now. i had been getting resltess night nowadays due to waking up to pee every now & then. & the itchiness!!! argh~ my skin's condition due to the rashes is getting from bad to worse after ive stopped the rashes medicine during the past one month, so now i had to take back the medication although it does makes me drowsy.but i was advised not to take as often & only when necessary & was actually being referred to the National Skin Centre for a check as KKH also dont know why it gets so bad & those medicated lotion cant help to cure at all. =( my last pregnancy also the same, but it only happened during my last trimester, but this time round it started to break out right from start, thus causing it getting really bad now after 7months of torturing. i did the blood test but its show that my liver is fine. so the only thing now the gynae can do is to refer me to dermalogist instead, but the earliest appointment for it is in January! so i was thinking by that time i might had already given birth, do i still need that check? afterall, i knew my skin problem is 90% caused by pregnancy, only that right now i wanted a solution to stop it from spreading, & im quite sure after pregnancy, it will stop & start to heal just like previously. perhaps i should just endure for a little more if the appointment cant be change earlier. only wish & pray that after give birth, the scars can go off asap cause its really very very bad! everytime i look at my body now, i felt so digusted by the ugly sight of how the rashes had turned my skin into. cry** i believe if i took a picture & post it here, many will just puke too. haha~ well thats why i took off the idea of posting it. so no worries people. ^^ well, after the check-up, we headed to Nex for edlysia to go to the library & we had our dinner at Ramenplay. the nicest ramen ive tasted, compared to the rest, even edlysia love it too. thanks sister-in-law for treating me with the meal. hmm i must say i had a very wonderful sister-in-law, felt really blessed. she's a very nice person, easy-going & can really talk with her. also she had really helped out alot during this pregnancy period, even with her busy schdeule, she still try to find time to help out with all the baby stuffs thing & also for previously our ROM stuffs & etc. she also dote on edlysia too ^^. seriously, i cant express my graditude in words to her.thank God to let me know her.. =) well, gonna stop here & off to bed. nights~