39 WEEKS 1 DAY

well another week had past, im reaching my final few days of pregnancy yet BabyBoy is still in my tummy. went for my last appointment today at KKH. currently weighing 55.95kg already! thats 16kg of weight gain! oh my god! compare to last pregnancy, i have gained 2kg more this time round, hopefully can slim back too. had my cervix check today again, & im still not really dilated. its just a little...as in 0.5cm? LOL~ although contractions is frequent but they are not at all regular & not even opening up my cervix, so till now no signs of labour yet. anyway, it had been scheduled that if by 25 January 2012 i still have not yet give birth, i will have to be admitted to induce BabyBoy already as the hospital only allows maximum 5days after EDD to wait. so 23-24 is CNY Day 1 & Day 2, so i choose 25, which falls on CNY Day 3. hopefully he be out before that date, i really dont wish to be induce. hope for a natural birth seriously. =)  so countdown to 25 January, it will be 9days. & i will get to see BabyBoy soon ^^

today is her first time, & her first day of school. she is now attending Nursery 2 in PCF. didnt get her to school last year, so decided to let her start a year earlier before going Kindergarten next year so that she could somehow be more independent. she started off really good, no crys & she is so excited over her new school & friends. but at the later part when the class dismissed after 4hours, she was crying & looking for me. LOL. well, hopefully she will start to get used sooner. i think its very natural she will feel slightly afraid as its her first time communicating with so-called 'strangers' without anybody she knows for few hours. but i believe my girl, who is out-going, should be able to adapt fast when she start to make friends with the kids there as she loves accompanies! =D jiayou my girl ^^

also went for my check-up today at KKH. im currently 38weeks 1day now. weighing 54.7kg already! oh my~ im heavier this time round. haha. had CTG today too, im having contractions but very irregular, baby's heartbeat was good so its fine. although my cervix had effaced & midwife says its very soft but im not at all dilated yet. luckily im not dilated if not she will want me to be admitted to induce BabyBoy out. although i do hope to have labour sooner but i still feel that im not ready for inducing! i think i feel better if its coming naturally ^^ so right now, lets pray for the real contractions to come sooner~ 

HAPPY NEW YEAR

HAPPY 2012

its another year! bye 2011, & welcome 2012. may this year be a good year for everyone. the first day of 2012, im officially in my 37weeks of pregnancy! BabyBoy is now full-term! alright, its anytime. yes, anytime from now....i cant deny for this pregnancy, im so anxious to see BabyBoy, hoping he be out sooner everyday. will it happen? haha~ seriously only God knows. my appetite is getting bad recently, not eating much & simply dont really feel like eating at all. cravings all gone, nausea came back. having pain all over~ hard to sleep, hard to walk.. baby head now engaged to the pelvis area, thus im feel really heavy down there. the vaginal poking pain can make me yell suddenly. LOL~ those sharp pain is really so much worse than labour pain! been having Braxton Hicks contractions lately, but its getting lesser today.. 0.o isit alright? i thought it supposed to get more & more frequent towards the due date? well, shall monitor.. anyway, 2012 is now here. a brand new year ahead. my resolution is get a good job, earn more money, save more money, my childrens & families to be all healthy & happy~ =) from now on, my focus shall be more on my kids & family. fun & entertainment gonna reduce, & must really control myself from spending!!!!!